Practical Help To Open Your Heart and Live in Freedom

Deep Looking

Are you feeling stuck on your journey? Do you keep looking and not finding what you are?

Is there something that you are trying to get rid of, change, improve, drop a habit or are you having some emotional difficulty?

Ilona may be able to assist.

She is offering one-on-one Deep Looking sessions. Deep Looking is not a therapy or a feel-good exercise. It is guided self-inquiry, where you can see deep-rooted patterns and let them release gently without analyzing. The session usually takes around an hour. It is best to have time for yourself, where you feel safe and without interruptions. In the session, Ilona will ask you questions that will allow you to see exactly what patterns run in your system and if they are still making sense. It works on a very deep level and is a very gentle, loving approach.

If you feel stuckness, inability to move forward, some pressing life issues, the unrest of the mind and/or chronic symptoms in the body, it’s all because of some unconscious mind patterns that are running and not serving you. This can be examined and released easily using the Deep Looking method. You can read about it in her new book or on Marked Eternal blog. If you like to book a session, please contact Ilona with your time zone and preferred times.

The session is done over video on Skype, Messenger, WhatsApp or Google hangouts. All you need to do to prepare is to make sure that you have an hour free from interruptions.

You can book a single session or a few. Ilona recommends to meet up once a week for a period of time to support a deeper transformation process.

There is a charge of £50 which you can pay before the session through PayPal. You are welcome to join Deep Looking group on Facebook.


Watch Ilona on YouTube talking about this method. 


Group Deep Looking Sessions on Google Hangouts

Every month there will be a meeting with Ilona on Google Hangout video chat. Deep Looking sessions in a group are very powerful as everyone that participates are supporting and releasing together. You can find the scedule on Meeting Truth website or Facebook events.


Next group event is on Sunday 23rd of September at 4pm Eastern Standard Time (GMT-5)

The is a £20 charge, which you can pay over PayPal or direct bank deposit. Once registered you will receive an email with instructions on how to join the session.






I did a lot of Deep Looking after gating. I found it a really valuable method which brought about a lot of information, love and compassion. It broadened heart and perspectives. The one time you guided me, I remember, left me 11 hours!! sleeping afterward. Like a baby. A precious gift! It brought me so much understanding and self-love, and such beautiful images and connections with the child characters I encountered. I truly feel it enriched my experience and being and the ability to connect to people and surroundings on a childlike pure level of no expectations, no judgement, full of sincere, uncensored joy and wonder. And I feel no shame of that, no shame for such beauty!!


“It was interesting having a Deep Looking session with Ilona. The inquiry is not invasive, and for me, was an opportunity to see the story differently.  I have investigated the same story many times over the years, but this time without the stickiness of the “I”.  It was a lovely gentle exploration into seeing what is, as opposed to the story. The story still remains, however, my point of view has changed from watching the story as a repetitive monologue, to watching with interest to how the story will unfold next – be it the same or different.”


“In our individual session, Ilona was kind and loving. I felt her interest and care as she gently guided me through the process of a dialogue with my mind and heart. She offers a process of deep healing!”


“I had a deep looking session with Ilona over Skype and found it useful in unbuckling some of the knots and the stickiness that was happening due to the unfolding and dissolving of this separate self.
Her very gentle and compassionate approach was exactly what was needed to allow the conditioning to begin to surface and be accepted and surrendered to.
As a psychotherapist myself, I see a lot of spiritual bypassing in the non dual community and it is wonderfully welcomed when Ilona and others take time to help the separate self in the way it needs before it is let go of.
I recommend her highly.”


“I’ve read about and heard Ilona on audio using what she calls deep looking some time ago and more importantly for the sake of this comment started playing around with it myself then. What’s been noticed over the months is that it’s been spreading like a soft wildfire in my system. It shows up daily, hourly even, and brings me these small spontaneous openings that sometimes surprises me in the most beautiful ways and brings me to tears. Doing the session with Ilona was like being handheld through it and amping up the focus and intensity for a longer period. I felt like I then couldn’t really communicate or even knew what was going on for me at all but it was all fine, I felt trust for her and what we shared. I can say that for me I’ve noticed that more in hindsight both doing this without and together with Ilona sometimes it takes some time to even notice what happened. Just like planting a seed, giving it water and everything it needs in one moment it sometimes takes a little bit of time for it to grow and express itself.”


“I recently experienced being overwhelmed and powerless in the face of extremely unpleasant thoughts and feelings that had been triggered by an uncomfortable social situation. Although the situation had happened that day, the thoughts and feelings were familiar responses to lots of similar past situations.
I told Ilona about this as it was still happening and she suggested that I was resisting feeling certain emotions and offered to do a deep looking session with me. I immediately accepted this offer and we did the session the next day.
It took an hour and the work was indeed, very deep, yet not difficult. Being with her felt so safe that found myself easily going into very vulnerable feelings and to answer very personal questions directed to my mind. my heart and my little girl memories. She gently guided me through tender yet powerful healing actions. I was so immersed in the process that it seemed that only fifteen or twenty minutes had passed when we were finished, yet it actually had been an hour.
At the end, there was no doubt that a huge shift had occurred – that there had been a healing and my heart had opened and expanded. I have felt more relaxed and at peace ever since.”


“Ilona’s Deep Looking sessions are really worth doing, especially if you feel that you have reached some kind of brick wall, with a loud and unhappy monkey-mind sitting on the top of it shouting about needing to worry or control. Ilona is great. Working very effectively using Skype, she will ask you helpful questions in a very kind way and in an atmosphere of deep respect. The heart succeeds as the mind becomes clearer. A kind of red sunset takes place. And it can go on for days.”


“Thank you, Ilona, for the deep looking session.
It is amazing how deep to the right issues it took me. You even have the perfect comforting voice, that helps to surrender to the process. It feels safe. It feels like walking hand in hand together a long way to the distant past. Then it is right here and now. All can be changed right here in this moment and let the past fade away.
I am so thankful for the help. It is amazing how one person can help to make a change to the whole life experience. It is priceless. It could be felt that you gave yourself completely into” my story and supported with love all the time. Really listening and choosing the right words to say.
You are a treasure. Love you”

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